Dear Bestfriend,
don't want to meet you again
don't want to meet you again
It has been more than 10 years since I saw you fot the last time. Your vivid picture still persists on the walls of my mind.
All this while i really wanted to meet you again. Yesterday, when I was looking at the friendship band you gave me 10 years back, I travelled into the past. Our memories raced through my mind like a beautiful movie.
I was feeling highly nostalgic, but this nostalgia dispersed soon and fear like never before surrounded me.
The FEAR that you wouldn't recognise me now ,the FEAR that you wouldn't feel the same connection that we shared before, the FEAR that you would have changed,the FEAR that you would not be the same person from the past,
the fear of meeting you AGAIN.
YES, I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU AGAIN.
I miss you today but at least I can have a brief meetups with you through these beautiful momentous that have captured and protected are beautiful memories with utmost care.
I fear, on meeting you again I may lose you completely and forever. I fear my best friend's image would be replaced by someone who is nothing like her ,who doesn't even know my name. Our sacred memories that i can cherish forever would be shattered into a million pieces, they may be crushed under the feet of the girl who wouldn't bother to understand me today ,but once cared the most for me. I fear my innocent best friend may ignore me even after recognizing me, my bestie who cared about me the most would care more about her image and fake ,show-off peers and their attention over me.
I fear that you would have brutally killed that innocent 10year old ,who was closest to me and I CAN'T let her memories die. I sincerely want to protect my best friend even if it means never meeting you again.
Thatswhy, DEAR BEST FRIEND,
I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU AGAIN........
The FEAR that you wouldn't recognise me now ,the FEAR that you wouldn't feel the same connection that we shared before, the FEAR that you would have changed,the FEAR that you would not be the same person from the past,
the fear of meeting you AGAIN.
YES, I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU AGAIN.
I miss you today but at least I can have a brief meetups with you through these beautiful momentous that have captured and protected are beautiful memories with utmost care.
I fear, on meeting you again I may lose you completely and forever. I fear my best friend's image would be replaced by someone who is nothing like her ,who doesn't even know my name. Our sacred memories that i can cherish forever would be shattered into a million pieces, they may be crushed under the feet of the girl who wouldn't bother to understand me today ,but once cared the most for me. I fear my innocent best friend may ignore me even after recognizing me, my bestie who cared about me the most would care more about her image and fake ,show-off peers and their attention over me.
I fear that you would have brutally killed that innocent 10year old ,who was closest to me and I CAN'T let her memories die. I sincerely want to protect my best friend even if it means never meeting you again.
Thatswhy, DEAR BEST FRIEND,
I DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU AGAIN........
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